I am so tired of this damn emet. I used to be not so
consumed by it as I am now but I have been alienating myself from my
family. My family, you know the people who dont understand how I am
feeling and are impatient about my emet. Since they have no patience
for me, I have no patience for them and their ignorance. I just tried
making myself gag again and what a surprise, NOTHING happened. I want
to get this all over with. I'm so sick of this. I'm really depressed,
tired and feel like screaming. Well take care. I'm sure you are all
tired of me too.



Miriam

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