Im so tired... fed up... depressed... lonely... scared..
I just want emet to go away. Things have been getting steadily worse these past few weeks. I cant see a therapist for a year unless i pay for it... i cant afford to pay!!! I slashed my wrists and nobody cares that its a cry for help... i need to feel better... I just dont want to feel like this. I would rather be dead. Im in hell and theres no way out. My boyfriend says if i dont snap out of it he will take my little girl away incase i hurt her? Why does he think im going to hurt my baby girl? Why doesnt anyone care that im hurting so bad...?
Sorry guys just ignore me...
I couldn\'t tell you why she felt that way... she felt it everyday and i couldn\'t help her... i just watched her make the same mistakes again...