I've had all I can take with emet. It's ruining my life. I'm getting to the point where I'm scared to leave the house again. So on Thursday I will be alone day and night, although my cousin will be over with me to check in on me. But anyways, I'm going to have some icecream and I'm going to make myself sick. It may not work, but I have to think that it MAY work. I'm not going to use ipecac or anything--just my fingers. I'm nuts aren't I? But I HAVE To try to over come this. Nothing else is working....