Hey all,


Man, sorry to whine, but I know you all understand. Man my stomach has been off since like saturday night. Yesterday it was pretty ok till later, but now (tues morning) its cramping awful and I feel sick, and intestines are crampin too and Im just so scared to go to college. I just am so scared to be sick there or something. I think Im getting PMS this week, but geez man. I hate this, I feel liike I can't make it thro the semester. I hate having to face the nausea and the cramps and the fear of bein sick everyday. Im not eating a whole lot, just cause Im afraid to cause I usually feel sick. Man I just can't win. I HAVE to go to college, but dang, if you miss more than 3 classes they threaten to kick you out. I just can't face sitting in a class for an hour and a half sweating bullets cause I feel sick. Man and if its not college you have to get thro, its work. I hate this so much, I wishI could just crawl under the blankets and never come out. I am so envious of the people who can just go and are fine and never give things like this a second thought. But no we gotta somehow be brave everyday and go despite the fear and the pain.