So after being fine for ages, my worlds crashing again. Haha only time I ever post really.


It all started when I f***ed up on my pill, Im sure of it. cuz I missed one n had a extra period in the middle of the month. Then when I was supposed to have one, I thought I wouldnt because Id just that week come off my last one.. but I did anyway.. a long heavy painful one. Now thinkin that the pill was doing me harm, I debated coming off it, but decided, because of the pain I used to get from periods without it, to give it one more chance. I went to the doctor who told me basically, that I was being stupid to assume twas the pill hurting me, n refused to change it. So 2 days ago I start my next pack... for 5 days or so now, Ive been dizzy n lightheaded like ya wouldnt believe. n tired. So tired. I thought it was just the blood I was loosing, but Im not bleeding now n I still feel bad. Then since I started back on pills Ive had this ache.. all around my middle, that shifts n fades in n out, n feels worse when I move around a lot. Today I feel kinda sick too, but I think thats probly just cuz I have a cold, n crap in my throat. Ive eaten plenty n I generally work on the principle that if I dont throw it back up again theres probly very little wrong with my stomach. Whats happenin to me? Ive never felt this weak, this bad... n yet a qualified doctor is telling me the pill isnt doin me harm.. what else could it be?


Oh yea, I failed my driving test today. STupid mistake in the last 5 minutes. I woulda passed otherwise too.