Hey all,


Man once again I am feelin pretty stressed. I just get feeling like I have to make these decisions that seem real big, and I get not sure what to do sometimes. I mean Im in college fulltime, and well, you all know Ive been seeing William for some time here. Its been a year. He's thinking seriously of moving up here in an apartment, so he can be near me, and thats very sweet of him. I want him up here too, so course we can see each other more, but this is so hard, cause I know my dad isnt crazy about this, and well, sometimes it gets hard cause he gets pretty angry with me. Its so hard to go against family to do what I feel is best for me. I am 21 after all, and I mean I can pick who I Want to be with. Its just i wish it wasnt so hard. Part of me is afraid that him being up here will just make the stress and stuff Im havin with my family just get too high. I just feel depressed and upset and not sure what to do.