Hey all,


Man I feel so stressed right now I could cry. I started college monday, and man several of the classes are hard, and well the one that is REALLY hard is Im starting beginning French. Now, this is BEGINNING French (designed for people with NO knowlege of the language) and already its day 3 and we have a quiz tomorrow and I have to know how to count to 69, how to do the alphabet, how to do vocab words, and Im like dyin here. I know I am going to fail, because theres no way I can just learn all of that. The thing about French is it sounds different than it looks. So Im really stressed about that. Im hardly eating anything because I dont have time, Im exhausted also. And guess what? Dad is really pushing me to get a parttime job too. Honest I dont know how people do that. Well, Im already so stressedI could cry, and I can only imagine what it would be like with a job added to that. I fear I would have a breakdown or something. I mean I know I cannot handle a lot of stress, I just dont have a high tolerance. If it gets to a certain point, I start to break down. Ihave tried to tell dad how hard french is, and that Im not havin a good go of it, and you know what he does?He laughs at me. I mean really he doesnt listen orcare. I feel like if I have any concerns or problems, I cant talk to him about them, because he belittles them, and treats them as nothing. Hes done the same with emet and other things too. Man I just am so fed up, this is gonna be a rotten semester. I wishit was over already.