First let me start off by saying I had nightmares all night last night. The v nightmare was very graphic and scary. I woke up scared to death and had trouble falling back asleep. Anyways,....


My friend called me today and said she has been v-ing and v-ing like crazy for a couple of days now. She was just over my house about ten days ago. I'm freaking scared. She isn't the same person as she used to be. She is 17 almost 18and is having sex with guys. I'm worried she could have hepatitis, HIV or an STD. And I need some advice here. When she was over my house she cut herself because she was fighting with her boyfriend. Then she hands me the razor and tells me to see how sharp it is. Stupid me can't say NO. I'm not that kind of person..I never could say no. I "tried" the razor, but barely pressed,--if at all. I can't remember if it bled or not. I think it did a tiny bit. Should I get tested for hepatitis and HIV--just in case? This sounds so stupid..I'm sorry. And on with my story. Now my cousin tells me he is extremely nauseous and he is blaming it on stress because his aunt died...but still. And then my online friend said she feels sick. Whats happening here!! I know my time is coming. I'm scared...