I ate at mcdonalds on tuesday. I had a mcchicken, fries and a dr.pepper. I felt completely fine until i got on the bus. about 2 blocks into the ride, i started getting really n* and my stomach contents kept coming into my throat and i kept burping. i got off of the bus and came extremely close to v* as i walked off the bus. i sat on the curb and took a bunch of deep breaths(which usually calms me down so im not as n*) but it made it worse so i tried walking and i was panicing so bad that i passed out. the next thing i knew, i was in an ambulance!!!! ahhhh. im 8 months pregnant, so they automatically assumed it was something to do with my pregnancy. i begged them for some zofran and to let me go home. they gave me the zofran, but kept me in the hospital for 3 hours because they didnt believe that i wasnt having contractions and that i just sometimes panic to the point of my body shuting down. (happens every time im alone and n*) it was the closest ive ever been to v* since my last episode. it was terrifying and im NEVER eatting mcdonalds again!!!
"It is the child that sees the primordial secret in nature and it is the child of ourselves we return to. The child with-in us is simple and daring enough to live the secret."