I went jean shopping yesterday with my mom and while buying jeans it just hit me that this fall or winter could be the time when 'it' happens. How many winters can I go safe? My luck WILL run out. I'm petrified already and winter isn't even here yet. Its just now I'm working with the public at a petshop and that makes me more open to that horrible v bug. I don't know what to do. I'm so scared!!! Just had to bring that up. Sorry. And then the longer nights? I can't stand it when it gets dark at like 5:30. Night times are horrible for me!!! Well, me scared. I dont want summer to end.