I dunno if this is what's going on....but I feel really really really exhausted. And I'm kinda cold, and just crampy. I'm supossed to get my period either tommorow or today.
I'm on birthcontrol, and it usually helps out with my symptoms, but I'm worried now because I'm feeling so yucky! I'm also just getting over a bad cold. Might it be that? I didn't sleep well last night, I must have woken up on 10 different occasions!!! I am alone at the moment, my parents have gone out of town, so I slept on the couch. So yeah, not a good night.
Now I'm all worried and such.
.I just want to feel safe in my own skin. I just want to be happy again. I just want to feel deep in my own world. But I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with myself. <3