hey everyone, im a bit of a newbie here but i really need to air my sorrows right now because I had the worstnight ever last night!
Well, for starters, I've only seen my best mate twice in 3 weeks of the summer holidays, this doesn't really bother me because it's not as though either of us are making a special effort. Last night we had this leaving party thing for a mate, and so i met up with her before i went in. For the first five minutes i was with her, she practically ignored me and then concentrated on getting herself bladdered. When she had vodka down her neck, she used to me to look after her jacket. I was so upset, because she was with all these guys who were ogling at her, and she knew it. In the process of making herself look like a bimbo, she practically dismissed me all night. I was so fed up of being left with people who i didn't even know, that i walked home on my own in the pitch black, crying so much! I also felt sick and tired, and now i regret not saying goodbye properly.
I've lost my best mate, and i still feel lousy