oh boy do i know what you mean.. i have v* before and i did live..so what the heck? and a couple years ago.. i did get the sv* and v** like i think i told u before 13 times! at first it was soo scary for me but after a couple hours i accepted the fact that I had a sv*..I would wake up on the hour and and go "oh.. its time to v** again" and then i would and i would feel much better until an hour later when the process repeated.. and towards the end i was like.. this is no big deal.. but then a week later.. i freak myself out.. remember what it felt like and what i saw and everything leading up the the event and it builds up my anxiety so bad.. i hate it! even now thinking about that 24 hours makes me light headed and butterflies in the stomach.. oh why oh why?
\"Dance like no one is watching, Love like you will never be hurt, Sing like no one is listening, Live like heaven on earth!\" Mark Twain