So frustrating...

[j0nr0cks]

I have felt ill since last night ( I baby sat 2 neices and a nephew on saturday) and now I have felt sick all day.


It's terrible. I mean I can only coax myself into feeling semi-alright when I am completely alone and I want to tell my dad just to leave me alone, but how do you do that and not sound like a jerk? Also, my girlfriend, God love her, i am sure she wants to see me, but when I feel like this I need to be alone alone and more alone. Trouble with that is since i have been alone all day I am now lonely! Life as an emet is horrible. I am a walking bag of nerves when I am technically fine, and when I do actually feel ill I am 100X worse.


Anyone else have a terrible need to be alone when they feel like this? Good thing is I watched movies all day (Skeleton Key and Constant Gardener) but I would trade everything right now just to feel 100%. I'll be chiming in all night I'm sure because when I am like this I have such a hard time going to sleep.


Anyone around?

[purpleteacher]

Tell your friends and family that you aren't feeling good and don't feel like being around anyone. Most people will respect your privacy for a few days without thinking much of it.


Hope you get to feeling better soon!

[SimplyMe]

Aw, I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. I agree that people will generally understand if you just say you aren't feeling well and want to rest. I'm actually opposite, when I feel anxious and sick I want someone w/ me. Not like a crowd or anything but one or 2 comforting people. We're all different tho. You'll be OK. These "funks" as I call them hit us all at sometime or another. You will come out ok tho!