Fed Up!!

[violet]

Ok,So im fed up utterly fed up of this emet...


Im tired im cold Im shaky im feeling down and as per usual a little worse than normal but the usual N*...


All I want to do is sit here and cry, the thought of having to keep going though this is becoming completly under the influence of this bloody phobia.


I mean my hands are split and red raw at the moment because of how many times I have washed them


Im just tired,tired of this and tired of life.


xVx

[SimplyMe]

Aww, I'm so sorry you are feeling like this. I get that way too tho. If you want to talk I am on MSN right now!

[curly wurly]

Poor you Violet


Sorry you are having a tough time. I know how your poor hands feel as mine are the same from endless hand washes, but still I have managed to pick up a lovely flu virus, but at least it is not a sv.


I am here for you if you need to chat. I hope you soon feel better.

[violet]

hey,thankx to both of you for coming over....


Im sorry to hear about the virus curly hun


I feel awful when I whine in here, I mean theres just so much going on in my head right now feels like I am just at the end of the raod with this thing.


*sighs*i hate it hate it hate it!!! fookin thing :S


xVx

[donna1216]

Oh violet,


I know how you are feeling. I get that way every winter, whilst waiting for my kids to catch all they are going to catch and then while they are sick. SOmetimes I feel like just giving up--for a little while!!!


Cheer up soon!!![img]smileys/smilies_02.gif[/img]

[purpleteacher]

I am joining your pity party - actually, heck, I'm throwing a huge pity party at my house right now!!! I just can't take the control my emet is having over my life. I hate how it makes me feel and how I feel like all of my time is spent focusing on something I honestly have NO CONTROL OVER. ARrrrrRRRRrrrgggGGGGhhhhhhHHHH!!!!!

[suze]

Hey Violet, you sounded ok earlier on msn, what's happened? Wish you were still online then I could chat to you and cheer you up with more tales of tomato throwing! (To anyone else reading this, i felt a bit wicked and threw mouldy tomatoes into my neighbours' gardens! Sorry if that offends!)


I know how frustrating it is with this damn emet, and it's always at night too, i get bad sometimes in the day but night times are the worst. You need to take small steps though ok? Learning to control it a bit at a time does give you the strength to get by on a daily basis. A couple of years ago i couldn't leave the house, but things are better now. This thing can come in waves...you've got other issues at the moment which are making you feel down and depressed, and this will make your emet worse - the bastard hits us when we're down!


Think postively Violet, please...and if you're in the house, you don't need to wash your hands over and over...i figure indoors, they're my germs anyway so they won't cause me any harm, unless someone else is ill, of course.


Will chat soon hopefully next time you're on msn, but take care of yourself.

[kellybean]

Hey Violet, if it makes you feel any better, I am in the same boat as you. Every night, I get anxiety, and my stomach goes crazy and of course, I start to worry. Winter is almost over though, that's what keeps me going.


Feel better hun. *HUGS*

[jenn1234]

I know it sucks so bad. I have had emet for a long time
and about three years ago I couldnt leave the house or work but now I
have two jobs and am trying to make it day by day but it really sucks
sometimes. Do you have a dog? having a dog to take care of really
helps. I think us emets are a stronger breed who dont get sick and and
thats why we devolop a fear of it. BEACUSE WE NEVER DO IT. I only
excesivly wash my hands when I am cooking meat. Stop washing your hands
so much the germs wont make you V* I work at a bank and I use hand
sanitizer some times and I am fine I even eat lunch and dont wash so
remember that. KNock on wood. I sugest you get a dog though I have two
and they are the joy in my life and walking them and taking care of
them really gets me through tuff times.</font>