Dear, oh dear!
There appears to be a sick bug going around my school.
Yesturday, at lunch, my friend matty was sat on the floor outside, like where we all hang about at lunch and break. [I almost wrote bread, there.] And I went up to say hello, and he was proper pale, and said he felt sick. I was like "Oh no!" and ran, as fast as my dear little legs would carry me! Screaming and everything, looked like a right idiot, haha.
And then on the way to science, there was literally about 20 people all sat in the entrance, like the bit where you sit when you feel poorly and are going home, like.
And it's just, what am I going to do?! I mean like, if everyones being ill, I honestly couldn't cope! I honestly can't think of anything worse than all 600 people at my school being ill. I can't sleep because of thinking about it or anything, I'd rather die than have to be in that school when there's a sick bug.
But the other thing is, I can't miss anymore school than I already have because of this stupid bliddy phobia! [I've missed most of year 8 and 9, and I promised myself I'd stay for good now I'm in year 10]
Ohhhh, that made no sense, I just kind of needed a ramble.
I always sound so like .. unscared on message board posts =\ But pleeeease, don't get it into your head that I'm only a bit scared of itanything, I'm terrified of all this. If I didn't have a family and that, I'd of done something very stupid to myself by now.
I just want it to gooo! And I want everyone at my school to get betterrr!! =[
Thanksxx
[Yes, I'm well aware that this made no sense=p]