as i've already said a couple of times today, both of my parents have a very very nasty sv right now. its almost 3:30am, and i just got home. so far, everyones asleep and there's been no v*ing (knock on wood). i managed to go out with my friends tonight, and though i'm a little bit tipsy i am experiencing anxiety like i can't even believe. i even called my little sister before i came home to make sure that no one else had gotten sick! she thinks i'm crazy[img]smileys/smilies_12.gif[/img]i feel dizzy and i keep panicking that i will be the next to v*. i felt fine all night long when my mind was off of things. now that i'm home, i feel sick again. i really hope this is all just nerves. i'm so afraid to go to sleep and i may just end up keeping myself awake until the sun comes up (i usually feel better once it's morning for some reason). i've convinced myself that i look pale and sickly, i really hope it's just a mix of being exhausted and from drinking. well, i just needed to vent. i'm so glad this site is here. it makes me feel so much better. it's nice to have people who feel the same way, and don't think you're crazy for getting yourself so worked up over v*ing. well, i will keep all updated on my condition. hopefully i can get through this terrible sv in my house!!!!!
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