I understand how you feel, too. I used to get horrible cramps, and curl up in a ball clutching my stomach. Then I went on birth control pills and it changed everything. The funny part was I was TERRIFIED of the pill before I started taking it, thinking I would have a bad reaction and get sick. Instead, now I have periods that are light and cramp-free.
If your cramps are really bad, you might want to consider bc pills if nothing else works for you. I am not a doctor, but I do believe they make most women feel better when it comes to menstrual cramps.
I must face my fear.
I will allow it to pass over and through me.
When it has gone past I will turn my inner eye to see it\'s path.
Where it has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain. -Dune