Is anybody up? Help.....

[sienna]

Woke up with major anxiety. Hit so fast i couldn't talk myself down. Jumped
in the car and drove to a friend's. Got very n*, very very. Thought to myself,
I guess I'll v* in the car. I think I was faint from getting up so fast.

Started to feel a little better there, too a Zofran, drove home. I have to fly to
Los Angeles tomorrow and I think that's what's going on. But the fear of
v*ing is really strong and messing me up.

This is generally how it goes for me. Middle of the night anxiety attack,
usually fast and strong.Edited by: sienna

[gumdropper1]

Sienna, I will be happy to chat with you. Do you have Yahoo IM? I am gumdropper1. I have never been able to use the chat on this site. Doug

[sienna]

hi doug. i don't know how to chat except with aol IM. if you have any
instructions i could try to IM another way. i have a mac and will try ichat
now.

[sienna]

doug, i tried you on AIM. will that work? it says you are not online but that
may be because i'm not getting to yahoo.

[sienna]

OK, logged onto yahoo IM but I think you must b gone..left a mesage.

[angel13]

Middle of the night anxiety sucks! I had it the other day. The thought of flying is probably playing on your mind, even though you might not think it is. Its the whole 'subconscious anxiety' thingo...creeps up on you!


You'll be ok ^_^ I'm not very good with reassuring about flying, because I've never been on a plane. It just sounds like you're a bit nervous and panicky about it - just relax, and enjoy yourself! Man, wish I was flying to Los Angeles!

[babygap5]

sienna, how was the rest of your night? were you able to get any sleep?

[sienna]

Thanks, babygap - I didn't sleep well at all and still felt freaked out when I
woke up. I had to fly to California so I took an ativan and finally slept and
felt better.

But oh! I was attending a party for my company and while I was outside
smoking a guy walked out and got s*! UGH! Then he walked back into the
party!

I got anxious at first, but I knew it was because he'd been drinking and he
was so calm about it all that I didn't feel too bad.