Welcome!!! Hun, you're JUST like everyone else on this website!! Take heart and know you are SO not alone! You found a wonderful site here where everyone supports, understands, and KNOWS exactly how you feel!! Look around and read all of the posts, and you will SEE for yourself that we KNOW where you're coming from :-)
Like me, you MAY just start feeling better KNOWING others share this same phobia as you! It almost makes life easier to deal with :-)
Again...WELCOME!
Paula
For God has not given us a spirit of fear; but of power and of love and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7