I dont even know where to begin though. I read alot of posts and there are so many things I relate to. I am terrified! I feel like a failure as a Mom. I just want to leave my house and get as far away from everyone as I can. My son wants to cuddle and I dont even want him to touch me. I cant stop staring at him and asking him if his belly still hurts and yet I dont want anything to do with him. I dont want to eat, I dont want anyone else to eat. I Hate This!!!