Rough day....

[woodsy]

Hi there guys, how are we all? Sorry to keep coming on here complaining all the time but here people actually understand how i feel!


Well today, well the last few days have been tough for me, to the point i just wanted to lock myself in my room for a week and cry! I don't know how many of you read my last post about my mum having to babysit my 3 yr old cousin, well monday he was sick and i automatically thought "SV" but apparently, he had a high temp and just sick, no diahorrea and no one (immediate family- mum,dad, sister etc) have not caught anything off him!


Anyway, yesterday my mum kept it from me that she was babysitting him that day until he arrived and i just froze thinking worrying thoughts like "what if my mum catches something and passes it on to me"? "what if i catch something"? Luckily i was off to work 15 minutes after he arrived so wasn't too bad! I was still a bit worried though!


Well touch wood, no one at all has caught anything off of him, so doubt he was contagious!


Moving on... Today at work, i offered to work today (its usually my day off) but thought more hours, more money! Im not on a very good wage at the mo! Well was a bit panicy going in to work but calmed down a bit once i got working! Then i was asked to go on the till (for any of u that havent guessed i work in a largish shop) there was a queue of about 9 people and this womans credit card wouldnt work, eventually someone covered me and i carried on with what i was doing! ten minutes later i had this sensation that i thought was "im going to be sick" right in my throat i ran upstairs and waited by the toilet for a while! I ended up going home early. The main thing was this lump in my throat.


I think this was another anxiety, its a shame really because i havent had one in about 7 months! The first one occured being put on the till at a busy time i obviously just cant do busy periods!


Im now worried the management at work will now think differently when offering me more hours because i've let them down and have in the past!


Well thanks if u have read that all! Anyone have any advice?


James [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]

[bexcelica]

I think your job will understand. You didn't feel well. You thought you were going to be sick. I'm sorry that happened to you, but at least you weren't sick If they don't understand, they will eventually get over it. I wuldn't worry a bit.