Ok how to word this sensitively? LOL
Reading back your posts a lot of them are alarmist and wildly inaccurate. For example suggesting that people who don't have emet enjoy being sick or to be cured just take anti emetics or your more recent posts. Now this IS a support forum and I feel like you coming from a place where you are crying out for support, but I have other members here to think of who suffer high anxiety and your posts can be very alarming.
The media completely make things sound worse than they are and if/when you MAY have to take something to provent you dying or whatever they have anti emetics to help.
I'm not saying you shouldn't post anymore, I'm just suggesting that maybe you re-think before you post in such an alarmist way all the time. I can tell that for you they are alarming and causing a great deal of anxiety, but I would hate for this anxiety to pass onto others you get me? Have you thought about seeing a Dr or therapist?
Be courageous, believe in yourself, and be the best woman you can be. I'm with you all the way.