Hi everyone
Im just posting this to see if anyone else does this or if its just me!
so the 6th and 7th feb last year, I had some sort of stomach issue but I don't know what it was. I had d* and felt so close to v*. Whether this was just panic or whether I actually managed to stop myself I did not v* but didn't have much of an appetite and felt rubbish for a few days. To me, this stands out as one of the nearest times it has been to actually happening and now it's a year later, and I'm here on my own at Uni and very run down so I am very anxious that a) i will get ill from being run down/anaemic and this will make me more susceptible to getting sick and also worrying as it is the "anniversary" (weird term to use I know) of the last time. Although I know it is illogical to think it will happen again on the same year, I can't help but worry. Especially as I am already feeling like I am getting ill as have the start of a sore throat and really extreme fatigue and joint and muscle aches from anaemia and some other health issues.
does any one else have similar feelings? O reassurance?