just need reassurance that I won't get sick before I go to bed, but it's already 3:47 am soooo pretty sure everyone in the US is sleeping by now! I drank tonight, had 4 shots of tequila, 40% (whatever that means...is that the proof?) and I weigh 110 lbs, however, pretty sure I've lost some weight. I just really can't go to sleep until I feel 100% sober. I can't tell if I'm still drunk, or if I'm just really tired, but the last thing I wanna do is attempt to go to bed and then realize that I'm still really drunk and need to get up and v*. I'm scared. I've been drinking water and eating pretzels, but now I just feel full. Ugh, I wish someone would answer this, and I REALLY wish that someone was in the chat right now.
Earlier, I had a complete break down with my friends. I got SO drunk, and haven't been that drunk in like 2 years, and freaked out because I automatically assumed that I would get sick later. I was hysterically crying and bugging out, because I figured that if I was able to just cry so freely with my friends, then I was obviously pretty drunk (I'm usually not able to cry in front of people). I don't know. I really shouldn't drink anymore, not worth the freak out (even though I find something to freak out about every day regardless). Yeah. Wish someone was awake right now. Will probably be up for a VERY long time, even though I'm getting so tired HELP.