anyone willing to give advice??
Okay I'll try to sum this up quickly, long storyish.
I have been dating my boyfriend for 3 years. My best friend set me up with her boyfriends best friend. We were each others first everything. We rarely fight, when we do its usually my fault in bringing something stupid up haha. We don't go to school together, we are about 2hrs apart. But anyways we are on a break right now. For about a week.
Last year was my first year a college, I met this guy Joe. We lived in the same area in the dorm and were the same major. We started hanging out often, I started to like him. But I did nothing about it. Later I found out he has always liked me.
Also in my first year of college one of my friends cousins, Bryan, randomly chatted me online. After that he kind of fell in love with me. We constantly talked and we hung out with my friend along with us. I started to like him too. And this is where things started getting confusing. My mom and my friends thought I should take a break with my boyfriend and see what Bryan was like. After talking for several months and hanging out a few times. I was considering taking a break. But once I thought about it, I stopped liking Bryan and wanted to stay with my boyfriend so I told Bryan I couldn't be with him.
At the beginning of sophomore year, I still have my little crush on Joe. He still likes me too. I am now on my break with my bf. But now I stopped liking Joe too and want to go back to my bf again. I start to like another guy, but once i think about ending it with my bf I don't like that other guy anymore and I just want to be with my bf...why? I'm so confused
Also while on the break, I constantly want to contact my bf, I want him here with me, I just miss him like crazy...
Sorry its so long...
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