I am so glad I found this website. I have felt so alone for so long with this phobia. No one I know understands it. I am 25 years old and I feel like lately it has gotten worse. I have found that this phobia has made me afraid to do so many things and prevents me from living my life. I hate to go places alone and I get panic attacks when I am in crowds. I always have to know where a bathroom or trashcan is. If I can't find one I freak out and start feeling nauseous. I have IBS as well so this just makes my problem worse. Everytime I have an IBS related symptom I automatically think I am getting sick and I am sure I am going to vomit. I have been unemployed now for about a year and a half. I was laid off from an elementary school. Looking back now I dont know how I worked with all of those kids without freaking out everyday. If I have to be around kids now I hate it...I feel like I cant breath around them because I fear they have some sort of sickness I am going to catch. This fear has gotten so bad over since I have been laid off I am having difficulty getting a job. Today I was suppose to go take a test for a job but I started having panic attacks while I was getting ready to go I just called and rescheduled it. I was around my sick cousins earlier this week so I have been papranoid about getting sick all week and I was sure if I went to take that test that I was going to be sick at the test. I know my fears are completely irrational and my family makes me feel like I am ridiculous for thinking these things. I feel so alone and I just want this fear to go away. It makes for a very unhappy life. I feel like unless I conquer this fear my life is never going to move forward. I would love to hear anyones advice or just anything from anyone. It is good to know that I am not alone. Thanks for taking the time to read this![]()