So. I was reading through the experience forum and out of no where this memory came back to me and I thought I'd share and ask if anyone has ever had this or something similar happen?
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So. I was in 10th grade and my economics (NO I HAVE NO IDEA WHY WE HAD TO DO THIS IN ECONOMICS! :P ) teacher wanted to do a test of stomach capacity. The test was to sit two kids across a plastic crate from eachother and see how many cups of kool-aid each could consume before stomach capacity was reached and you had no choice but to v*. I remember when he told the class his plan, i went pale in the face. When he had us get up to filter outside, I hung back and told him that I did NOT want to do this and I did NOT want to watch people v* outside. He told me that I could not stay in the classroom because he had to lock it since we were all leaving. So, I was forced to go outside. I refused to stand next to the experiment and remained a good 50 ft or more away with my ears plugged and my back to the test. I was told later after we began walking back inside that one kid got to 13 cups. Which only made me imagine and I began to shiver. At the time, I didn't understand that it was the beginnings of a panic attack, but because I was in school I forced the anxiety down and didn't run away or cry. But I was pale in the face for a good 2 - 3 hours afterward and felt n* for a week everytime I went into that classroom just because it reminded me.
I don't even remember the point of the experiment and I swear it was just to torment me.![]()