I know EXACTLY what you mean, and I feel like I know SO much, but NOT enough... like I want to beat that nasty little bugger. I come up with totally unrealistic, totally rediculous scenerios in my head on what I touched, and what my KIDS have touched. I looked at my son's hands the other day and they were all cracked and his thumb on top was sooo dry from me washing his hands sooo much and putting sanitizer on his hands constantly that it bled a little bit. I felt horrible. I took him to the grocery store with me the other day, and we were putting the bottles in the bottle return, my WORST nightmare because of all the dirty bottles and in my mind all the bottles from the people before could have been from people that *may* have had an sv* and all the buttons looked like they *must* have been infected too, and then I looked back at my son and he had his fingers in his mouth.. I F R E A K E D out and snipped at him and totally embarrassed myself and made him feel bad. I couldn't believe how crazy I was behaving. I literally almost wanted to leave the store. I had to let go that night and understand that I can't ALWAYS be there monitoring if my kids have their hands or toys in their mouths. I almost feel completely helpless to this disease sometimes. I can totally relate to how you feel.
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